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In
2002, I designed an idealized version of myself that
was wearable. The Dude is cool, hip, young and buff
and not afraid to unleash his inner geek. He is totally
at ease with who he is. In short, he was just what I
wanted to be. And you may notice he is also short because
I have honestly never had a problem with my height.
The Dude gets around.
He would show up on campus between classes. He attended
Sci-Fi conventions. He went to a basketball game and
the supermarket. Whenever I was The Dude, I felt confident
and carefree. Other dudes wanted to hang out with him.
High-fives all around. Chicks who liked those dudes
liked The Dude too.
I began photographing
The Dude in situations that seemed appropriate for the
young, hip, slacker persona that I, in my responsible,
overachieving obsessive-ness, had always both scorned
and envied. The Dude likes to hang out and have fun
and his friends like that too. He has that devil-may-care
attitude that I always cared too much to have.
This piece serves
as a backlash response to my new position as Acting
Department Head with all its responsibilities, worries
and neckties. More than ever, what I really want to
do is sit on the couch and watch movies, read comics
and play video games. Throughout the month, like Superman,
I exchanged one suit for another and hung out. |